A Handmade Necklace

As I promised in the previous post about posting my handmade necklace, now I got the time to do so. 

This necklace is purely handmade by me with all my heart. :D It can be purchased under my brand Pranaya that will be launched in the early April. Just wait ! And not to forget the price is so affordable and so are the other necklaces :)

Allah Loves Me in His Own Way

I have to say that today is not the best day ever. After waiting for almost two weeks, today is finally the day. The day that they announce are we or are we not eligible from our University, as a general practitioner. Well, not as I predicted, I'm not eligible (yet). I didn't pass one of my comprehensive examination, and the University give us the second chance to do over. 

I don't know how to react at first, knowing almost half of my batch are already being a doctor today, but not me. It felt terrible. I don't know if I'm overreacting, it just so devastated. Thankfully I got my boyfriend all along today. He's been very sweet and thoughtful, encouraging me that this is the way God loves me, so much.

If some people ask me, do I ready to be a doctor? I would probably just stand still, and don't know what to say. To be honest, being a real doctor takes more than just pass so many exams that we've done, it's more than that. It needs a commitment to a never ending study, and a pure heart to understand people. Maybe for awhile I might have forgot about the fact that if I pass or not, I still got to study for the sake of my patients. Now I understand that Allah still gives me times to realize about it all, and want me to be a better doctor in the future, not just a man with a white coat. 

If I'm gonna take a Hippocratic Oath some day, I will truly take it as a real doctor that ready to get off to the real world. 

Thank you Allah for loving me in a different way. I know it's gonna make me stronger.

A lil bit of something

Forgive me for neglecting this blog, i dind't mean to i swear :p

It's been too long, and with just a blink of an eye i just finished my coass year *not really a blink though :p

It's been one ride of a roller coaster, full of ups and down, happy and sad moments, hard and easy steps throughout the way, but the most importsnt thing is I really enjoy it, and pretty much sad when realizing that it's over, and me and my friends just separate to find each own path. Eventhough, we still have a couple of exams and not yet taking our oath, somehow I could already feel the emptiness by being away from my besties. 

This week is supposed to be a holiday week or study week for some people, but for me it's more like a rejuvinating week,why is that? Because I started to follow my passion more into the handy art thingy. This week I already make a bib necklace of my own, it's kind my first one though, because usually I made more of a statement chain/pearl necklace. I might show the picture in my next post :)

Well, it's a pretty exciting week, beside the necklace thing, these couple of days I could go out with my boyfriend like almost everyday, no more long distance relationship I hope. 

See you in the next post I might wanna upload some more picture first :)

Welcome 2012 !!

It's new year's eve people ! So glad i could spent this night in Jakarta with my family. I just got back from Hotel Harris Jakarta after celebrating Pras' sister's birthday, it was so nice, her boyfriend made her a very nice birthday video and gave her some gifts. Not to forget, me myself gave her a handmade necklace that is totally suits her *hopefully as a birthday present.

Entering the year 2012 made me realize a few things, like : how old am i getting *hehe, how little things i could done for others, how i missed all those times apart from my family, how old my parents get, how big my little brother now, how close i am to be a real doctor, and so many dream that haven't come true yet, and how little time i had to embrace all of those.

Knowing how short our lives is, made us think and come to cherish more every seconds left. May Allah SWT bless us all this year and forward. I think i'm gonna stay and make a new year's resolution. :)

Happy New Year Wonderful People ! and goodnyte :)

*Sigh

Too many things, too little time.

Those words keep coming back to me from time to time. There are a lot of things that occupied my mind in these couple of days. It's probably because i got so many wish list, among my busy schedule. I know, i know i have to make it clear, and made up whichever things that i have to focus on, but aren't people are just too selfish that they want everything?

Here is a couple things that i got to choose:

1. Study (even though it's not an option). This is one of my obligation as a medical student to a never ending study. I'm in a pediatric dept now, and in the next two weeks i'm gonna have my final exam. I also have a couple days of night shift, which make me lack of sleep, but in the other hand i got to keep myself healthy in order to do everything.

2. Sewing. I love it so much that i already make 6 kinds of clothes of my own ! *griin* but what complicating me right now is how much time that i have to spend to make each cloth. No study and no sleep? no way :(

3. Scrapbooking. This is also the most amusing thing to me right now. But in these couple months, there are so many occasions and things going on but i don't have the time to make it in to a scrapbook page. Don't even have the time to edit some photos.

4. Reading Books (non-medical). I have tons of novels and other books and magazine that just lay down on my floor, which i don't have the time to read them all. 

Well, actually there are only a few things though. How can i manage to do all that?

Confusing huh? Well, maybe it's all about time management, and my time management sure needs improvement. 

Alright then, it's already late, and i gotta prepare or tomorrow ! Wait for the next post about my self-made clothes !! see yaa !! :)

3.  

Sundaaaay

What to do in a beautiful sundaay??

Let's make a necklace !

Well, currently i've been making my own necklace, just for fun though :)) So here is a step by step of how to make a cute simple necklace, enjoy ! 

 this is all the things that you may need.

Tadaaa !! and it's all done :))

Happy Birthday Beautiful Mother

This is my mother when she's about my age, taken by my father before they were married, candid.

Time has traveled so fast, but her beauty and personality remain strong. It's true!!

On her 49th birthday i really couldn't leave Bandung, because I'm in the Forensic Department now, which making me feel like a "prisoner" because of the oncall. But that doesn't make me stop from making her a birthday present. I'm starting this whole idea from scanning this old picture of her, print it into a bigger size photo, and make a nice 12x12 scrapbook page.

Then, i wrap it with a nice gold bow and sent it to her through X-trans Travel straight to Jakartaaa.

A very happy birthday to you mother ! May your life always fill with joy and happiness, and nothing can describe how much I love you and how much I'm proud to be your daughter :))